I have been blessed to be a mother for almost 3 years now. The experience has been so many different things at so many different times. I suppose that, just like with all things you anticipate, you have somewhat of an idea of what to expect. I've watched my own mother in action my whole life as she raised 6 children with my father, so I am aware of the basics. I have always envision myself raising a family, being an amazing mom. When Erik and I got married we knew that we wanted to start our family right away and I would be a stay-at-home mom. I never questioned it. So now, 4 years after Erik and I wed, we have two young children, and I am full filling my desires to raise my little guys full time. It is such a joy and a privilege. They are amazing little wonders and I can't believe God has entrusted them to me. That's the scary part sometimes. When I think about the weight of the responsibility, I am so humbled and feel so inadequate. I know that I need to remember that God doesn't question my abilities. He knows what I am capable of. I am encouraged to stand up to the daily challenges that motherhood brings. With all the things I thought motherhood would be, I never expected how sacrificial it would be. God knows the journey ahead of me and He faithfully equips me properly. For that my heart is full of gratitude. Thank you Lord for blessing me with these gifts and for providing the proper tools to get the job done right.
